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Hi everyone. lama dah tak update blog. dah tebal rasanya habuk dekat blog ni. rasanya dah boleh buat bedak cap kapak x) hihii. well just a short joke. haha. well. rindu sangat nak update, tapi tak ada masa :/ hmm. well. i just wanna talk about friends. ahaaa. i don't know why,sejak masuk form4 ni, persahabatan aku dengan kawan-2 aku macam dah renggang. sedih. i can feel the distance between me and them. but, i don't know i just afraid to tell them. i think, silence is the best way right? right? hmm :( i don't why, friends alway the most sensitive issue for me. i can cry because of it. when i think of it. i just had a feeling like i wanna go far away from here. being alone,and calm myself and my relax my mind. transfere to another school, live with my mom. am i strong enough to face all this things? can i? i had many friends, but sometimes when i need friends to tell something, i just got a feeling that i don't really had a very good friend that always be with me when i'm sad, happy, angry and cry. everybody change but... hmm. i don't know... :"(