i am totally confiused

okay . aku tak tahu kay nak cakap macam mana . hmm . okay . i am totally PHOBIA with LOVE . but i don't know . hmm i think i've been fall in love with this guy but i hope i am really not in love with him . okay . he's not charming or sweet or a sweet talker and what sooooo ever . he's not even in my "guy that i dream" list -_- and he's such an annoying guy and such a mischievous guy -.,- . but , he makes me melts with his .... i don't know ._. bhahahahaha . i just don't know how and don't know why . LOL , tak masuk akal kay ._. tetibe jadi cm tu . kay . aku rasa aku tak suka dekat dia . and first i know him and he's totally makes me annoyed with him >< and i feels like i'd really really HATE him -.,- oh and last but not least . i hope that i am not in love with him . seriously . and i'd really mean it :/ hmm .

sincerely from my heart ,

NUR HAMIZAH 

hmm ._.

semalam ... semalam ... semalam ._. aaaaaaaaaaaaaa . okay . lol . aku tetibe mimpi pasal ex aku . lol . awat nie ???!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! aku tak rindu dia pun . asal tetibe masuk mimpi aku nie . aaaaaaaaa haish -.,-  menganggu fikiran aku betul :/  hmm .  awat nie awat nie ?!?!?!?! dah lah tengah musim exam . hmm :/ boleh pulak teringat dekat dia time buat exam tadi . hmm . agak-2 , dia okay ke buat exam tadi ? haahaa . why i cared about you sooo much ? hmm . lol okay . i don't even have an answer for my question . okay okay okay . STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM >< but ... but ... but ... :[ hmm . i don't know . mimpi tu ... okay . don't wanna talk about it :[ hmm . lepas mimpi pasal dia , mimpi tu buat aku rindu sangat dekat dia . hmm . kay kay kay . :'[ rindu kay rindu . rindu sangat sangat . tapi... hmm . takpe lah . lupakan sahaja ~ dia mana ingat aku lagi dah . dia mana rindu aku , kan ? kita dah jadi "strangers" kan ? kan ? kan ? :'[